currently my days are a cycle of missing you, of what if's, should'ves, if only's, could'ves and then eventually reminding myself that it didn't, we didn't, i didn't, you didn't, it won't. and it's for the better. and i feel slightly better. until i miss you again. or at least the idea of.
but such a turn off as Peter Petrelli in Heroes? :/
