by Marianne 
A long time ago, I fell in love with the wrong guy. And now, I feel like I'm paying for it every single day for following my heart and not my head.
When will I be loved again? It's getting really tiring waiting for a decent guy. Maybe I missed my chances already when I closed my heart off to two really decent guys in the past to follow 'love'.
In the end, look at where 'love' lead me. A bitter single old fart who envies other people's relationships.
Sigh.
